It’s been awhile, I’m fully aware: last time I wrote I promised an influx of posts and lots of things coming your way. Instead, you’ve had static, and I’m sorry for that.
In all honesty, I’ve not felt motivated to write. Words weren’t coming out right, and I wasn’t happy with anything I wrote. I’m not like how I used to be, I won’t just post for the sake of posting something. If I write anything, I want it to be decent quality and something I don’t look back on a week later and hate. I hit a dry spell. I didn’t think I was doing the right thing by putting on a front or just writing mind numbing shit for the sake of it.
I’ve also had masses of uni work to get through, which has NOT been easy and it still isn’t easy. When I put things in a list of priorities, writing when I wasn’t passionate wasn’t that high on the list in comparison to work (yeah, ya girl has a job now) to uni, to family, friends and my boyfriend. I needed to take a step back, and be around some necessary evils (uni), but also balance that with spending time with the people I love.
But, as I’ve nearly finished uni for the next few months, as I’m looking for a Summer job, I will have time to be around more. To actually be here. I have been slacking- in all honesty, I’ve not looked at anything related to blogs at all because I knew I needed a break, UNLESS to read sponsored posts I’ve been made aware of, you know I’ll support a blogger in a heartbeat, get those collabs bitch! I’d say a hiatus, but I’m nowhere near big enough for my absence to the blog itself to be a hiatus. Just a small break until I’m back on track and when I have time to write, and I’m in a place to write things that aren’t pointless drivel.
There have been so many topics that I wanted to speak out upon- the recent issues with feminism, Nicole Arbour, and the INCREDIBLE music being released the past few months. I’ve wanted to talk about my #beYOUteFULL campaign, but I’ve not been motivated enough to really do much connected to that either.
If my heart isn’t 100% in it for a time period, I’m not gonna force it. I’m not gonna fake it. You can tell when a bloggers heart is in a post and when they’re doing it because they have to post, or doing something will gain attention and followers: being fake and following a crowd like a sheep for followers or for collaborations or for fame is disrespectful to you. There’s no need to fake it; be the original you. I’m not that kind of person and I hope I never am that kind of person. If I am, call me the fuck out because that bitch ain’t me and I’m clearly having an identity crisis.
I will be posting more, but I’m not going to make promises about how much other than at least once a week.
Oh, and a sidenote: to all you who follow to then unfollow on Instagram I see you bitches, don’t run your mouths on Twitter complaining about people doing it to you then do it to my arse, I unfollow right the fuck back. That has been a PSA with Nia.
Stay safe and stay happy Angels ❤